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I'm Sorry Baby by acsawyer316, literature

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I'm Sorry Baby

My love for you is like nothing I have ever felt Just seeing you makes me feel like I'm going to melt I know that I shouldn't be jealous But when others are around I get so careless It hurts to see you when you're in pain The feelings for you I cannot contain I have never opened up to anyone before But being with you just makes me want to sore Just the sight of you makes me feel so weak All I want to do is kiss you, even if only on the cheek The joy I get when I'm with you Makes it hard for me to subdue the feeling I have for you When I'm not with you, I miss you so much I never want to let you out of my clutch It hurts to see y

Are you Sure?? by acsawyer316, literature

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Are you Sure??

I love you. Want you. Miss you. Now and Always. I say this to you, Everyday. But everyday you ask, "Are you sure?" I some time wonder, Why you have to ask. What makes you think, I would lie to you? I accept your love, Without question, I trust you with my heart, Through and through. I second guess reality, If life will allow me to be with you, Forever, But I know how I feel is true. The thought of losing you, Tears my heart apart, As I try to hide my tears. That is what my heart most fears. You are my world, You are what keeps me from giving up On everyone and thing, You help me to be me. Before you, I couldn't u

You Control Me by acsawyer316, literature

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You Control Me

I am risking everything for you, I put up with all the drama, I deal with the confusion, I keep on waiting for you. You can't make up your mind, Or make a decision, On the complication we have. I gave up my safe place, To risk a chance with you, I keep thinking it will work out, But you keep making me second guess myself. I usually keep my heart out of reach, But with you I can't control it, I would rather risk the pain. I'm giving you the choice, To decide my hearts fate, Protect it, or break it, It's up to you. You have so much control over me, I'm completely fallen for you, You control my every want and desire.

Complication of the Temptation by acsawyer316, literature

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Complication of the Temptation

We belong to other people, But we can't help the temptation, To be together, Making it another complication. We don't want people to complain, Because staying away from each other, Hurts us more than we can explain. We can't make up our minds, Do we stay with the ones were with, Or do we take a chance, And make our emotions advance? As we grow closer, Our feelings grow stronger, Our lives seem better when we are together.

Only a Friend by acsawyer316, literature

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Only a Friend

I have so many questions going through my head, Most of them have been about you, And the future ahead. I want to tell you, But I'm afraid of your rejection, If I say it then it becomes real, And I can't turn back from my action. You knows there is something wrong, You say you care and want to help, But you can't help for long. The truth is killing me, As I lie to you, Because I know you love her, I wish you could love me too. I wish I could tell you, And let you help me, But I can't as long as I'm only a friend to you.

The Pain I'm Bringing by acsawyer316, literature

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The Pain I'm Bringing

I see you looking at her, As if she's your whole world, And I wonder, Would you even think to let me in? I wish you would look at me that way, As if you would be lost without me, I wish I had a say. I look at you and love what I see, And when you're looking back, I wish I knew what you were thinking, And how you felt about me. You say you care about me, And I can see that you do, Just not the way I want you too. I try not to let my feelings show, I try to lock them up, So maybe they will go away, So I don't let you know. So you keep looking at her, Not seeing me, And not seeing the pain I'm bringing to me.

Set Me Free by acsawyer316, literature

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Set Me Free

My heart skips a beat, As you turn to face me, My breath comes faster, As your smile claims me. I've never felt like this before, My heart controls me, I can't think when you're around me. You're hand reaches for mine, My heart beats faster at your touch, And when you pull me closer, My heart takes over. I look ahead to what the future might hold, What it has for us, I don't know, Because the future can't be told. When you're with me, I feel like I can do anything, But when you're gone, I feel like I have lost something. You've become a part of me, A key to the future I can't see, You have the power to set me free.

Stranger in the Mirror by acsawyer316, literature

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Stranger in the Mirror

She's looking back at me, With sorrow in her eyes, She's accusing me, For her imprisonment. I never ler her out, To let the world see, She fights me, She wants free. When my parents split, I grew scared of change, So I locked her, And threw away the key. She screams, She Shouts, Trying to get out, Trying to make me see. In times of anger, She kept me calm, And in times of sadness, She dried my tears. But now I'm on my own, To fend off the madness, As she waits and hopes, Drowning in her sadness. She wants me to understand, That I can't keep her stowed away, Because in doing that I'm hiding myself, Because the Stran

Changing Me by acsawyer316, literature

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Changing Me

I change my hair, And change my clothes, Why I do it? No one really knows. I change my self, Everywhere I go, I hardly ever let the real me show. It's all a set up, What you see, You never really know what's going on with me. I'm so lost in what others are thinking, I've forgotten myself in this simple routine, Everything seems to be changing. I change myself for those around me, Doing and saying, And being who they want me to be. But I've come to realize, That if they can't be around the real me, Then they are a waste of my time. I'm changing the me they see, And being who I want to be, Because I want to be me.

Stuck in a Maze by acsawyer316, literature

Literature

Stuck in a Maze

With every choice I make, I turn around another corner, Just to hit a dead end, I wish I could catch a brake. Everyone seems to be judging me, And who I am, Making it worse than it should be. It's clear that life's no fairy tale, It's more like a maze, Make a bad move, And you'll find a wall in your way. I try to think things through, So not to make another mistake, Just to find a turn to take. My head starts to whirl, It seems that I've been here before, I feel as if I'm about to hurl, I start to feel sore. I go round and round, Trying to find a way out, But I seem to be stuck until the next turnabout. I'm stuck in this

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I'm Sorry Baby by acsawyer316, literature

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I'm Sorry Baby

Are you Sure?? by acsawyer316, literature

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Are you Sure??

You Control Me by acsawyer316, literature

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You Control Me

Complication of the Temptation by acsawyer316, literature

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Complication of the Temptation

Only a Friend by acsawyer316, literature

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Only a Friend

The Pain I'm Bringing by acsawyer316, literature

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The Pain I'm Bringing

Set Me Free by acsawyer316, literature

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Set Me Free

Stranger in the Mirror by acsawyer316, literature

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Stranger in the Mirror

Changing Me by acsawyer316, literature

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Changing Me

Stuck in a Maze by acsawyer316, literature

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Stuck in a Maze

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May 21
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acsawyer316

Jul 9, 2010

Read This Poem PLEASE!!!

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I know i would usually put a poem as a deviation, but i didn't write it, my boyfriend did. its a long story on why he wrote it. but the short version is, he messed up, so he wrote this to say how sorry he is to me. and it worked some, but he still has a ways to go. ANYWAYS! he doesn't think its good. so read it and give me some feedback please!!!! and if u think it would be a good or bad idea to put it as a deviation or not, so more people can read it. but SSSHHH!!! my BF doesn't know i'm putting it on here! our lil secret ;) LTRZ/ACsawyer P.S.Here's that poem-->         Im sorry baby My love for you is like nothing I have ever felt

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acsawyer316

Apr 6, 2010

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Hi! well......i know the title for this entry is kinda....well....well lets just say it. its crazy and weird, but that's okay cause its just like me!!! but i just thought to do a random entry soo........thats all!!! So i say "BE RANDOM, ITS GOOD FOR YOU!!" So please comment by saying the most random things you can think of!!! Thanks!! Write on!!

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acsawyer316

Mar 30, 2010

Better! But still Some Confusion!!!

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okay, im now newly single as of today and my guy friend likes me. yeah. you know, the one i mentioned before? yeah, well he likes me, i like him. but he doesnt want to hurt his GF by dumping her to be with me. so.....everything just sucks right now. ugh! well...thats all i had to say. just wanted to get my frustration out on paper....or i gues its a screen huh? well its the same thing almost....well thats all for now! Hope ur guys lives are going better than mine!!